I survived another month without Gary.
Every 4th of the month I am doing something special, something we liked to do together. In August I went to Wendover and in September I went to the International Peace Garden for a picnic. We had planned at the beginning of the year to go to the International Peace Garden, but Gary never made it. October I will go there again, since it was too hot to walk around - will do that in October.
I still have his birthday next Wednesday to deal with. He would have been 72.
I am still talking to Gary every night, telling him about my day and what's going on and stuff. This helps me to cope.
Will it get any easier with time?